Countdown merdeka == & about caring & bye

yeahhuuoo..as you know laa,im just LPPL lahh.. hahahaa

yaa,i didint go for countdown,but having a great talks with my buddies. :)

spent one hour like that sambil chatting with gai and justin sambil waiting the si pendek aka xuan. == hahahaha

nice talks,nice actions,nice babi,nice fooling.

yaaa,i went to waisu,the only place that i wish to go tonight.30/08/2010.
seriously i need a place to relax and ... :(

haiss,as you know again,i just do what i like to do now,NOW!

Peoples are going countdown merdeka and im so sorry that im really no in da mood to attend any clubs,dinner,party,gathering,or what laaa.

The very very simple way can make me happy and enjoy is go the place and meet someone is suitable for that time.

AND DIDNT HAVE any fireworks at klang pun.. the pity and lonely klang. ==

okey, in the same time,i talked about my life to gai,

gai...NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.!
EVERYONE HAVE TO GROW UP WHEN YOU ARE FACING ANY FUCKING AND ANNOYING CASE!
SAME TO ME,
IM JUST A LITTLE GIRL ..BUT WHAT THE FCUK THAT IM FACING?!
I HAVE TO TOUGH,ALTHOUGH IT IS VERY VERY HARD,BUT.. it is life.!


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Talking about "caring" this cute word!

this is not an easy job to say out this word to a girl.
yes,seriously, "caring" is just like a hard work for a boy promise to a girl. :(

the girl already heart broken with this kind of sweet.
she dont know what is promise.what is cherish.what is love.
her heart just full with ..hurt?cold blooded? and ...cool.

in the other way, have to say is...
she is fcuking tired and no much expect with love.
BECAUSE LIFE IS TOO REALISTIC. RIGHT?

wake up laahh baby...

DONT SIMPLY PROMISE AND SAY OUT THOSE SWEET TO OTHERS,
YOU HAVE TO KNOW IS,
MAYBE YOU ARE TRYING TO HURT SOMEONE OR YOUR WORDS ARE HURTING A GIRL..
(im sure that the boy dont know what im talking about.it is good,because..
just dont want let peoples know.!)

okey,caring.. YOU CAN.but..NO MORE HURTS PLEASE...



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SAY GOODBYE TO MY BELOVED GUI...

HE IS GOING TO FLY ...
fly to start his...abroad life in tw. :(
maybe sometimes he can see meizhen at anywhere,fcuk loo.. my dream laa!!


anyway,


good bye my dear.
you are always in my mind,
and brothers and sisters are waiting you sem-break when CNY,
and.. I will plan a very very big gathering as i can to WELCOME YOU BACK!


wait. :)!! and seee....



home sweet homw 0130 - 0230am

today is the last day of this month,fucking no mood in work . :(